Rough night

Having a rough night tonight.. Not sure why.. Just feel under pressure.. both figuratively and literally. Frustrated with the progress on getting in to see the right specialist.. Just worn out keeping track of it all. A little nervous tonight. Don't normally get like this.. thinking I am just tired and need some sleep. So far everything is still coming back negative. CT and echo done. doesn't show too much at this point. still needing the right heart cath. trying to debate Barnes or Mayo.. Barnes is in the network so obviously cheaper and family there, but Mayo is known for being a whole lot better.. Trying to decide. Ever had time tick slow but yet too fast at the same time. I feel as if I am being stretched and pulled at increasing rate, but time is passing by slowly while it is happening. Weird feeling. Hard to describe. Don't like it or understand it fully. Was glad to make a few people smile today and encourage them. Have a good night. Hug your children and spend more time with them today then you did yesterday. Matthew 19:26 With God all things are possible...