Sunday, November 17, 2013
Still hoping
Greetings- I trust you had a wonderful day. I often wonder what is going on with your world, I need you to post comments or I won't know. I had a decent amount of dizziness, lightheadedness and chest pain again today. Not sure what is up on that. It is never fun, kind of scary. Still waiting for the day when I won't live in any kind of fear that these cysts, especially the large ones are going to burst. Hoping after I see the specialist in December I will have a better outlook. Still hoping everyone is wrong. Still hoping I wake up and get my old life back. Funny, the things you take for granted. You know I have said for years that I often felt like I wasn't getting enough oxygen in the brain and I guess now it makes sense. Strange how so many things suddenly make sense and then in the same breath nothing makes sense. I can't say I feel like my world has stopped, but I feel a definite distance/distancing with me and most things. I read how that is also one of the steps of the grieving cycle. Still hoping they are all wrong.
I also find so many others lately are having medical issues. It is like an epidemic. Really strange. Not sure what is up. I imagine the enemy of our soul is trying to do what he can to thwart God's plans for us and through us. Not going to happen.
I hope whatever you are going through that you do not give up. The enemy of our soul wants us to - because then he wins. He is a loser and only seeks to kill, steal and destroy. We were made for so much more than allowing the enemy to beat us.
Praying for you today. Talk to you soon.
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The graciousness of your thoughts remains forethought in all the writings I have seen thus far. The grace you show others through Christ that strengenths us. I have been and continue to be ever grateful for you my dear friend! If for no other reason,Gid has created you to be a light and inspiration for us all!!! Much love and respect for you my Sister in Christ!
Such kind words and encouragement! I know you meant God- not Gid :) Thanks Jerry, means a lot!
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